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About Me Member Emotional Poet Tree18/Female/Italy Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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dreams

Mon Nov 9, 2009, 8:11 PM
my bones bend and twist, my hands pull back at the graze of your skin, i cannot stand for nothing, i cannot exist without your exhale to breathe on, and yet your never where your supposed to be, your never anywhere close to me. i try to chase the idea of you, the roads folding like ribbons out behind me, my limbs don't stretch that far, my joints wont bear the pressure, my muscles implode on themselves, just as my fingers grace your face. my magnetism makes me hold on to the thought of you, and yet i cannot split myself into two, i cannot be in two places at once, i can't have both of you.

and so i have to cut you free, root that has been lingering, you were meant to be, but with the collide of my scissors you'll be let go. descending into the atmosphere, drifting without oxygen forever, never to re conjoined, i cannot recollect you, i must let you free.

like a dagger to the soul, carving caves where the pain can go, and set in your skeleton, sink into your marrow, " he is beyond repair." they say, " he will remain this way forever."

and i'll cry and scream, i'll wrestle and rage, i'll curse at the skies, and try to forget, most importantly try to forget.
"but you my love, will never be forgotten, you my boy will never wander far from my thoughts, you'll lock yourself in your room inside my mind, you'll appear at the times when you shouldn't, you'll haunt me, until i'm driven mad, and i'll feel regret, i'll be soaked in regret.

guilty in my own skin. my hands aren't mine, my lips aren't mine, i don't own any piece of this body, and neither do you, but i'd give it all back, for a retry, a time to sort things out, choosing the path on the left rather than on the right.

i'll shatter both of them like windows, glass feathering out across their silky surfaces, gnawing at their sharpened bones, the bones that made me stumble on my words, the bones that tortured me in my dreams.

  • Mood: Winter Downs

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I admire the sea and poets with beards who have splattered paint on their hands and carry satchels round their bony shoulders.

i'm the girl who refuses to put out her cigarette.
i'm the girl who calls humans out on their sly remarks.
i'm the girl who draws and forgets where she is.
i'm the girl who can paint an illusion within minutes.
i'm the girl who has a million different personalities, but only one body.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: in a nest in a tree, out of society
  • Interests: eyes, bones, mermaids, moths, the night, crystals, storms, jawbones, and wolves
  • Favourite movie: stay
  • Favourite band or musician: ray lamontagne, charlie mars, sufjan, massive attack, air
  • Favourite genre of music: something we'll dance to, and something we'll sleep to
  • Favourite poet or writer: Francesca Lia Block
  • Favourite style of art: documentation of human emotion
  • Shell of choice: a vibrant one burried in the sand
  • Skin of choice: preferrably no skin
  • Personal Quote: "he's more myself than i am, whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.&am
  • Tools of the Trade: magic

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Comments


:iconpocketsizedlion:
thankies for the fav lovely! :hug:
:icondarkandtwistyy:
thank you :rose:

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the past, the now, the coming years.
:iconkruningsnale:
Thanks for faving my painting <3
:iconpainwithdesire:
Thank you for the favorite!

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:iconpoppet-pictures:
Thank you so much for the favorite!
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:iconsheliveinthemoon:
very welcome, miss!
interesting work! i'll back soon :rose:
:iconglittercake:
No problem, your photos are extremely beautiful.
:iconmariodrives:
thanks for the faves :D

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